June 17, 2005

A Special Bond

Train Set And Match, Spied Under The Blind
Shiny And Contoured, The Railway Winds
And Ive Heard The Sound, From My Cousins Bed
The Hiss Of The Train, At The Railway Head

Always The Summers Are Slipping Away

A 60 Ton Angel Falls To The Earth
A Pile Of Old Metal, A Radiant Blur
Scars In The Country, The Summer And

Always The Summers Are Slipping Away

When I Hear The Engine Pass
Im Kissing You Wide
The Hissing Subsides
Im In Luck

I sense it in me. I have begun to think. And this time am not drunk and am feeling great. Havent had the best of times the last couple of months. Been let down by people whom I cared for and who I thought meant a lot to me. But the last couple of months also have brought in special people in my life, people who have been there always, who I have failed to notice the way they were supposed to. There has been a sudden purpose in what I do and how I do things. It feels amazing to wake up and smile and know they are there somewhere thinking bout you and waiting to meet you real soon.

Blogging, when it started for me was more a channel to pen down my thoughts. I love to write and loved the whole concept of blogging when some entrepreneur introduced me to this amazing world. What started out as an avenue to help my writing skills, has led me to a whole new world, a whole new dimension where I have met some very interesting people and have learnt so much in life, that I bet I would have never experienced it, if hadnt been for blogs. There has also been the flip side of getting emotionally very attached to people who you havent seen or met. All you have Is a mental image for the blog, as the page unfolds a face, an experience, a life opens before you. Sometimes by the end of it all you are already drained out of every ounce of strength, but there would be some face out there who would wanna talk to you, who would want your help. You would want to be there for them, coz one way or the other, they have been there for you at some point of time. Nothing is expected, sometimes there are so many things expected that when you dont deliver, they take you for granted.

This is my space, this is my life, I chose to let people into my life and I very well can take them off it. I have made more friends than foes in this world. I have been at my happiest best in this world. I have been badly hurt in this very world. So what does this world have in store for me? What does this world have in store for every one whos been blogging or planning to?

I believe in the concept of soul mates. I believe in having the right one for you out there. I believe in people. I believe in myself. I would do what my heart tells me to. I would do what I have always been doing all this while. BE THERE FOR PEOPLE. If that is too good to be true or too hard to digest, then you could walk out of this blog any day, you could not care a damn, coz I don’t.

I love this world more than anything else and I love the people who come in. To all the people who drop in to my world, You are special to me and very close to my heart. You make my life worthwhile and you make me happy.

This post is a dedication to the special ones who have come into my life, through blogging. Thanx for being there.

Also to the ones who hate me- GET A LIFE! Or get yourself a new BLOG!!

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