December 12, 2008

Short Series - The letter

I don’t think I can stop thinking about you. In fact I don’t think I want to….

He sat down in a coffee shop and began writing a note to her.

There have been times in my life when I have met a lot of people. Some have stayed on for a while and some left in a hurry. But you’re the one person whom I love (d) with all my heart and I don’t think I have ever felt this way before.

I have wanted to do this for a while now, but never really got along doing it. Enough is enough. Today, I just want you to know how I feel about you.


Taking a deep drag from his cigarette he continued writing.

I wouldn’t say it was love at first sight. Because my feeling towards you had already started before I even met you. I saw you smiling when I saw a text from you; I pictured the glint in your eyes when you laughed while talking to me on the phone. The way you spoke to me in your mails, I could sense your presence next to me and the words flowing effortlessly. Meeting you was the only thing left.

The cigarette had gone off by then. He lit it again and chucked the matchstick aside. Looking at the smoke, he smiled to himself and exhaled the smoke. His eyes were moist.

What is it that am going through? If I have to put words to this feeling that am experiencing, it would have to be ‘Peaceful Pain’. I feel happy every time I think about you and it’s painful when you are not here with me. I want you to see how happy you make me and I want to see that smile on your face. I know I can make you smile.

Would she even read this? Would she understand? Those were his thoughts. He stopped writing. He read the lines again and again. Slowly and then he read it out loud. He paused and stopped in places where he wanted her to stop. He closed his eyes and saw her. A smile escaped his lips. She still had this spell on him.

I remember the time when we sat in my house and spoke. About life, about the many things we want to do in life, about our goals. I remember the passion in your eyes when you told me the things you wanted to do in life. It all seems like yesterday that you were with me and now when I think about it, it has already been a while since I saw you or heard from you.


He was feeling emotional now. His hands were trembling. The third cup of coffee that he had ordered was now cold and almost over. The packet of cigarettes that was on the table next to him was almost over. He closed his eyes again and was thinking about what to write next. He slipped into a zone, a comfortable zone and was shaken back to reality when a car began honking loudly. He settled down and continued writing.

I want you to know that I will always be there for you and I want you to be happy in life. I want you to go out there and achieve everything that you always wanted to. I want you to know that everything that I have ever told you I meant with all my heart. I want you to…I want you.

He took one long look at the letter and sighed. He folded the letter and scribbled 23 on the back of the cover.

He placed the cover in a bag. There were a bunch of covers in that bag. He placed this one next to number 22.

16 comments:

inside the tunnels said...

That's a story in many ways most of us have. Loved the flow.

Marina D'Souza said...

Nice :)

arvindiyer said...

To Priyanka..

Welcome to my blog and you say many have this story eh? Shall take your word on that:)

To Marina D' Souza..

Thanks:)

voodoothreads said...

no really, i think at least most of us at some point in life have a story close to this. i think its one of the most common sense of human empathy.
and thanks for the welcome :)

arvindiyer said...

To Priyanka..

Everyone has a story. That I agree.. a story close to this that must be something eh:) And see you around.

spiritofillusions said...

some parts felt very real...the bit about knowing someone without having met them, just by reading their msg, or mail, or even talking to them.....

nice piece :)

Sneha said...

that was amazing (minus the cigarettes 'coz I feel choky around them, and so picturing it was sorta hard.. okay I'm talking way too much for someone noe on the blog :P)

arvindiyer said...

To Spirit of illusions...
In life everything that happens to us, around us.. they all teach us something. Hence anything I write is always an inspiration. Or in my words... an ABSOLUT INSPIRATION.

Thank you.

arvindiyer said...

To Sneha...

Well there is nothing like talkin too much or sayin too much.. In fact its never too much. Feel choky around ciggie smoke yea? Well sorry bout that. There is quite a lot of that in this world!!!

Sanchita said...

I related to a piece very personally in a long time. Loved it. Been there :)

arvindiyer said...

To Sanchita...

Been there huh? Well I just hope that the feeling didn't last for a long time and that things are a whole lot better now:) And glad to know you liked the post. Cheers.

Anju said...

I have to admit that I really relate to this piece :)

arvindiyer said...

To Anju

What is it with young women and relating to this post? I never knew a piece of fiction could be related by so many people. Hmmmm

Anju said...

Well, relating to a piece is like forging a personal connection :) That's how most people should write :)

Rajeshwari Ganesan Iyer said...

It brought an image in mind... Something to talk about when we meet...

arvindiyer said...

To Rajeshwari

Now you're just scaring me. You seem to have a lot of things on your mind to talk about when we meet. Hmmmm.