COZ IT FEELS SO EMPTY!!!

Feelin Low, really low..Sometimes it just happens, u never really know wats rong, but you still feel like a worthless piece of S***

Weekend was nice. Was an unpaid Chauffer, Had to go to the railway station and the Airport half a dozen times... Things not the same with someone I know, really don;t know wat the Hell is happenin..This world has stopped smilin. Last nite I was standin in the Airport waitin to pick someone and well of the hundred odd ppl standin there, only three ppl were smilin, A little kid, who was happy to have two ice creams in one hand and Nish , who had come to the Airport with me and Urs truly who was bein a complete clown as usual. Grumpy faces, Rude faces, Arrogant woman with her husband...AHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!

Guess all the negative energy has been transferred onto me...
I HATE THIS FEELING........
SORROW

The sweet smell of a great sorrow lies over the land
plumes of smoke rise and merge into the leaden sky:
a man lies and dreams of green fields and rivers
but awakes to a morning with no reason for waking

He's haunted by the memory of a lost paradise
in his youth or a dream, he can't be precise
he's chained forever to a world that's departed
It's not enough, It's not enough

His blood has frozen & curled with fright
his knees have trembled & given way in the night
his hand has weakened at the moment of truth
his step has faltered

One world, one soul
Time pass, the river roll

And he talks to the river of lost love and dedication
and silent replies that swirl invitation
flow dark and troubled to any oily sea
a grim intimation of what is to be

There's an unceasing wind that blows through this night
and there's dust in my eyes, that blinds my sight
and silence that speaks so much louder than words
of promises broken